Thinking

I'm having mixed feelings at the moment about being here. I suppose this move could be a good thing and/or a sign. Do I just say fuck it and tell them that I'm just going to head back home? I did already tell them that I would stick around till September, which is about three more months. It's just how I'm feeling right now, I'm ready to go home. Yes, I'm being a baby, I just don't want to move, again! For sure not to another small FOB just to be by myself. I will know no one there and will basically have to start all over. I'm just tired. LOL If I leave now, I'll basically be giving up $36k. Also, if I leave now, it's possible that I'll be home for the 4th of July and for sure for my Pretty Princess' Birthday. I think I may go through with the move, to see how things are, and then if I'm still feeling this way, tell them that I've got to go home. What do you think?

Speaking of which, I don't know why I do it, but there's a saying "It's about as useless as asking a question in a letter" and that's so freaking true. Me, I've written a lot of letters, it's just what I prefer. I have asked a lot of questions in letters and for some reason, it's true, no one answers your questions in a letter. I wonder why that is? So, it probably goes the same for blogs, asking questions and getting no replies. LOL Yet, we all know this, but we continue to do so. Is it a deep factor that we are all hoping that something will change? LOL Who knows. Yes, I'll continue doing as such, that's just me. :)

Portland, Oregon 4-year-old Drowning

Did you see the news where an Oregon mother was arrested Saturday in the drowning of her 4-year-old son after the boy and his 7-year-old sister ended up in the chilly Williamette River?

Apparently some residents heard some screams and called the authorities. After a freaking HOUR, the authorities finally found the kids downstream. The poor baby boy, Eldon Jay Rebhan Smith couldn't be revived. His 7-year-old sister was able to make it to the hospital and is expected to survive. A dumb ass Detective Sgt. Rich Austria said, "She's doing well and has the will to live." Like the poor little 4-year-old didn't have the will to live? Let's see, he was 4 YEARS OLD, thrown into a damn river at 1 in the damn morning! Sorry, but if you're going to be one of the dumb asses talking to the press, watch how you word shit.

Now get this! Mother, two children drowning, ring any bells? SUSAN FUCKING SMITH and the name of this so called mother, Amanda Jo Stott-SMITH! What the fuck is wrong with these dumb ass bitches? Smith is a family name of mine and none of them were even close to being dumb as Susan and Amanda!

You know that I don't have any children and probably never will, so you know what my niece and nephews mean to me. I've babysat them before. Yeah, at times they could drive you crazy and you have to disipline them, but they could never be bad enough to where I'd want to freaking drown them! Do you think kids are really that bad? If you do, I hope that you aren't a parent.

Spread the word and I'm posting it here so that may be someone will come across this...IF YOU HAVE KIDS AND VOICES IN YOUR HEAD OR WHATEVER ARE TELLING YOU TO GET RID OF THEM OR IF YOU JUST CAN'T TAKE BEING A PARENT ANYMORE, LOOK ME UP, I LIVE IN CHICKASHA, OKLAHOMA, SEND ME AN E-MAIL OR SOMETHING, NO QUESTIONS ASKED, I WILL TAKE YOUR CHILDREN. NO DROWNING OR OTHER HARM NECESSARY.

I'm listening

Just wanted to let you know too, that when you comment, I am reading them. I appreciate them all. If I comment back on them, I'm not sure that you'd see it, so I don't. I could e-mail ya to let you know I got it, or just keep things as they are. Input, comments, suggestions?

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