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Still here, just not in the mood to write. :-)

Check-In

Just wanted to check in, I'm still here, tired as all hell, will write later.

The Holidays

Hey there. The holidays are an amazing time, especially for close friends and family! You get the chance to see how blessed you are. With me, it's simply amazing. If you know me at all, you know that I'm really family oriented, and that I have a huge family! I'm very close with them and currently live with them as well. That all will change come December 29th, 2009. It's certainly going to be some transition! I'm so used to seeing them every day and being an every day part of my babies lives. What's going to change?

Today I haven't done much of anything except for wrapping more presents, and I'm still not done! The first couple are always fun and the outcome is amazing, but as they go on, it gets boring! LOL I'm still trucking along though.

I did go meet my ex brother in law up in the city to pick up my nephew and cousin, they just got back from skiing in New Mexico. I heard that they had a really awesome time.

Other than all that, not a whole lot going on. I had planned on going up to the city to do some special shopping and buy a gun, but that all changed when my sister asked me to meet up and pick up my nephew. I suppose that I could do that tomorrow? I however, shouldn't be spending any money, seeing as how I have no job and have heard nothing from the places that I've applied. What do I do now? Fast food? I don't think so, and not that it's beneath me or anything, it's just not me.

I guess that I'm going to go now, some more beer to drink and presents to wrap!

The Webs We Weave

Have you ever thought about the things that you do or have done that come back to bite you in the ass? Just wondering. Have you ever thought about why it was that you did what you did or do what you do? I do that all the time. A lot of the time I don't mean it, but I just let it go. :-) Just rambling, nothing in particular going on.

Another day down. Ugh, I'm so freaking bored and tired! I have still yet to hear about a job from the apps that I have filled out. What's the next step? Call and check up on them? I'm really just wanting something, anything, with little responsibility! :-) I'll be the first to admit that I'm freaking lazy, except for when it comes to designing something or doing photo editing! ;-)

Christmas is upon us, and yet once again I'll be so happy to have it done and over with. The last couple of years when I'm asked what I want for Christmas, I simply say, "Nothing, I'm good", and I mean it, but no one every listens, so each year I get more stuff to have to find a place for! :-D

Going to jet for now, ciao.

Not Enough Hours In The Day

So, I'm about to begin yet another chapter in my life! I know before that I said that I was going to try and get back on here more often, but as you can see that hasn't happened. There aren't enough hours in the freaking day!

I wouldn't sleep if I didn't have to. Sleeping is so overrated!

I am going to pick this up again though. It may not be in the correct order though, because I'm not going to write step by step, but just as it comes to me. Make sense? So, I could blog about a couple of different things, which all happened on the same day, but will have different blogs! LOL I lose you yet? Damn! Nah, just kidding.

Currently, I'm itchy and it's driving me crazy! Cortizone - 10 isn't helping either! Ugh! What the hell is it?

So, this morning, I get a text from my cousin JJ, they are at Mercy hospital, Breezy is about to give birth to Zane! It's their first child, I'm really excited for them. I was going to try and go up and be there, but I'm just too freaking tired at the moment! You see, I haven't slept a wink all night and it's now 0723!

So, what do you think? Is this going to work?

Me? Dating a new guy. Getting an apartment in downtown OKC, finally! Looking for a job (any job)! Have a new nephew on the way (due date of the 20th of Dec.). Finished Christmas shopping, minus one gift! Wanting to apply and attend Rose State College! Just basically living life one day at a time!